who i was …

our lives, at their simplest, are an ongoing series of incidents which shape our personalities. How we react to a situation determines how we feel about it, and our reactions are governed by our capabilities and opportunities. As we progress through life, accumulating memories, forming our beliefs and attitudes, influenced by what we feel, we change at our most fundamental level, the level of our consciousness and our individuality.

Each of us is very unique indeed . No two people can possibly experience the same set of situations and circumstances. Therefore , we must each travel the unique paths of change and arrive at unique destinations.
What we’ve been through, good and bad, shapes us into who we are, and we all go through different experiences collecting memories which in time define us.

I remember who I was.

July 6, 2009 at 4:27 pm 4 comments

hold my hand …

This life don’t last forever
So tell me what we’re waiting for
We’re Better off being together
Than being miserable alone

Cause I’ve been there before
And you’ve been there before
But together we can be alright.
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We hold each other till we see the sunlight

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Hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do
All I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hooold, hold my hand.

The nights are getting darker
And there’s no peace inside
So why make our lives harder
By fighting love, tonight.

Cause I’ve been there before
And you’ve been there before
But together we can be alright
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We hold each other till we see the sunlight

So if you just hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do
All I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hooold, hold my hand.

I can tell you’re tired of being lonely
Take my hand don’t let go baby hold me
Come to me and let me be your one and only
So I can make it alright til’ the morning

I can tell you’re tired of being lonely
Take my hand don’t let go baby hold me
Come to me and let me be your one and only
So I can make it alright til’ the morning

Hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do
All I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hooold, hold my hand.

Hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do
All I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hooold, hold my hand…

hold my hand by Akon

pic taken during Pre Wedding photoshoot Session of Daniel Boyou & Olivia .

NOTE :

official photographer : Benny Liew <– feel free to view more pics …<tq for the experience & brilliant idea>

 p/s: persons involved in the photoshoot includes 

 Ritzhal ->tq for the knowledge & sharing , Bryan -> videographer , Richard …

June 9, 2009 at 11:04 pm 14 comments

keeping up wit adexx a.k.a florence

how hard is it to keep up wit me ?

for the pass 7 days .. i think it is hard … very hard .. to keep up with my current location … i have been traveling a lot!!! almost 500 km in total .. and only to the place i am very familiar of… if really traveling traveling … it think is different thing … from the beginning of my hols i have been to

home – KK : traveled more than 130 KM
KK – Sis’s Place : 100 km
sis’s place – kk : 100 km
then kk to home :130 km again
home – tambunan – home : 50 km
and now today again i travel more than 100 km ..

adeiiii… seb baik suma menggunakan khidmat driber …:P. mom already pening to keep up with me and my one night sleep at home then travel lagi … mommy said rumah ody like hotel jak ni..

more journey to come? i hope sooooo.. but big hope to somewhere new …

note :beside the location , it is HARD ( super!!) to keep up wit me …

June 7, 2009 at 9:29 pm 13 comments

cuti2 sikulan….

yey .. rite now .. i am singing the cuti cuti sikulan song…

2 weeks off from work and i have no plan.. but have to attend wedding invitations, meeting up wit my dear kakak and along …

for the pass 2 days off .. i have seen , met wit bunch of great ppl… now i realize that i have not been ‘there’ yet…

and being among this ‘different’ type of lifestyle budding new hope for me ….

so now i am looking fwd to ’embrace’ my life more…. and will be telling myself… live never been better… it just so great !!

received this quote in my mail this morning … 😀

Life is short, // totally agree
Break the rules, // yes .. lets break it !!
Forgive quickly, // should do !!
Kiss slowly, // adeeeeehh ni yg payah ni …
Love truly, // ini lagi la paaaayyyyaaahhhhh
Laugh uncontrollably, // hahaha.. i am good at this..
And never regret anything that made you smile…. // YURP!!!

June 1, 2009 at 7:54 am 6 comments

my nails….

i lurve to do my nails … really DO!!!

but then , my current job does not allow me too.. i wasn’t sure the reason behind it.. what wrong kan ? bukan harming anybody pun !!!

but the good thing is that , i have cuti cuti sikul … i can do my nail… yippie…

i just cant wait for the cuti2 to come … i am counting my days.. yey yey yey..

but seriously, i dun get it … in this so call millennium year … to have nail well done pun wrong .. to wear something up-to-date pun not ngam ( this remind me wat to wear for tomorrow course … adeeehhh!! mcm tia ngam jak my cloth ni ….)

what else i dont understand ? .. hmm if i would list down .. in 1000 words pun tia cukup…. but i am digging up the info the do and dont .. and the real reason behind it …

any senior teacher likes to comment on this ?

May 22, 2009 at 4:11 pm 5 comments

Love found me? I found love?

I don’t know either love found me

or

I found love again!!!

I cant believe this is happening to me again … the trip to Singapore is another great story.

Well, actually I don’t normally kiss and tell. (ops.. I just did it!!).
tears of joy run down my face .. and I a waiting for another day with him again….
Its takes me miles away across the sea for someone of my dreams….I keep asking myself Is this true? How can it be?

I’ve searched for the right man for my entire life, man kept breaking my heart. i even started to think that love was untrue, a fantasy , nothing real…full of stupidity…

I found love when no one seemed to care!!!

NOW …..I found love! When I thought no one want to listen to me anymore…
He came from the thin air .. Showed me love and he said he cared. I found love!! How nice to say it again and again…

because of the love he showed me, now I can give love back. I am not sure either this will last forever, but for now. I know there is a true love. He made everything seems so right. Even in a very short time.
I found this man across the sea, he is just like a package wrapped just for me. A gift of love..

I am again in love. And it took me a long journey.

here is how my love story begin…
1
met these bunch of guys .. talking about the fantastic, most eligible man ever alive in singapore.. i was skeptical about it …and said .. manada la such great man …
2
i said . come on .. that will never happen !!!
4
i even have a fight wit them …
but i guess i was wrong .. he is for real!!! and i can stop myself from kissing him .. in PUBLIC!!!!
3

Kring.. kriinggg.. wake up!! Stop dreaming … reality check again !!! there is no such thing!! Maybe it is .. but not for me .. this story is inspired from the photo I took while at Singapore.. and yes .. there is no HIM.. ahaha… is that mean I am still in the market ? ka3.. my fren said I should buat sale 70% off..mampoih…

May 22, 2009 at 11:58 am 13 comments

Are you ready to roll?

I normally will be asked what to expect when one becoming a special education. I said, for someone like me, without proper training in the special education, expect the worst. So in case things don’t go that great, you won’t be so down as u have mentally and physically prepared for it.

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This is very contrary to the other advise people will give, as people would say expect the best, shoot for the star.. But if the star is not shining at all..?

So am i ready to roll? I never think I am ready for anything, always there will be a worries and doubt of my capability in performing something. All I have is, what if, what now question .

But here is the thing that make me alive. Things like, when I am teaching the kids ,

Me: (showing a picture of gasing). This is gasing. (Then pointing at the picture again and ask the pupil). What is this?

Pupil : Paper! ( answering like there is nothing wrong wit it )

honestly , when this kind of thing happen , I will be cracking out loud. Especially when I tried to explain the it twice or more. But all they see is the paper.

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Another scenario happened yesterday. In my English class , I am introducing the words boy, girl , man and woman . boy and girl is easy as I asked them to stand up if they are a boy or a girl. Then when it come to man, they were kind of lost.

So I give and example

Me: Man is like cikgu Ali. Now anybody can give me another example of a man (of course this one is in bahasa ya…)

Guess what the answer

Pupil: Superman!

So how would u handle the class? There is nothing wrong with their answer actually. They have the ‘thinking-outside-of-the-box’ kind of thing…

I do always read about joke as such, I do found it funny, but when it happen to myself. i have a blast! So are u ready to roll in special education?

You will not only roll, u will rock the world!!!

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ps :pix are courtesy of the soon to be special teacher , the above story are also inspired by them.thanks to Felicia & Patricia of IP Gaya – KPLI Pendidikan Khas Jan 2009 Intake .

and i lurve all the pix taken via their laptop cam.. my skin look so flawless…

May 7, 2009 at 5:47 pm 15 comments

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