cuti2 sikulan….

yey .. rite now .. i am singing the cuti cuti sikulan song…

2 weeks off from work and i have no plan.. but have to attend wedding invitations, meeting up wit my dear kakak and along …

for the pass 2 days off .. i have seen , met wit bunch of great ppl… now i realize that i have not been ‘there’ yet…

and being among this ‘different’ type of lifestyle budding new hope for me ….

so now i am looking fwd to ’embrace’ my life more…. and will be telling myself… live never been better… it just so great !!

received this quote in my mail this morning … 😀

Life is short, // totally agree
Break the rules, // yes .. lets break it !!
Forgive quickly, // should do !!
Kiss slowly, // adeeeeehh ni yg payah ni …
Love truly, // ini lagi la paaaayyyyaaahhhhh
Laugh uncontrollably, // hahaha.. i am good at this..
And never regret anything that made you smile…. // YURP!!!

my nails….

i lurve to do my nails … really DO!!!

but then , my current job does not allow me too.. i wasn’t sure the reason behind it.. what wrong kan ? bukan harming anybody pun !!!

but the good thing is that , i have cuti cuti sikul … i can do my nail… yippie…

i just cant wait for the cuti2 to come … i am counting my days.. yey yey yey..

but seriously, i dun get it … in this so call millennium year … to have nail well done pun wrong .. to wear something up-to-date pun not ngam ( this remind me wat to wear for tomorrow course … adeeehhh!! mcm tia ngam jak my cloth ni ….)

what else i dont understand ? .. hmm if i would list down .. in 1000 words pun tia cukup…. but i am digging up the info the do and dont .. and the real reason behind it …

any senior teacher likes to comment on this ?

Love found me? I found love?

I don’t know either love found me

or

I found love again!!!

I cant believe this is happening to me again … the trip to Singapore is another great story.

Well, actually I don’t normally kiss and tell. (ops.. I just did it!!).
tears of joy run down my face .. and I a waiting for another day with him again….
Its takes me miles away across the sea for someone of my dreams….I keep asking myself Is this true? How can it be?

I’ve searched for the right man for my entire life, man kept breaking my heart. i even started to think that love was untrue, a fantasy , nothing real…full of stupidity…

I found love when no one seemed to care!!!

NOW …..I found love! When I thought no one want to listen to me anymore…
He came from the thin air .. Showed me love and he said he cared. I found love!! How nice to say it again and again…

because of the love he showed me, now I can give love back. I am not sure either this will last forever, but for now. I know there is a true love. He made everything seems so right. Even in a very short time.
I found this man across the sea, he is just like a package wrapped just for me. A gift of love..

I am again in love. And it took me a long journey.

here is how my love story begin…

met these bunch of guys .. talking about the fantastic, most eligible man ever alive in singapore.. i was skeptical about it …and said .. manada la such great man …

i said . come on .. that will never happen !!!

i even have a fight wit them …
but i guess i was wrong .. he is for real!!! and i can stop myself from kissing him .. in PUBLIC!!!!

Kring.. kriinggg.. wake up!! Stop dreaming … reality check again !!! there is no such thing!! Maybe it is .. but not for me .. this story is inspired from the photo I took while at Singapore.. and yes .. there is no HIM.. ahaha… is that mean I am still in the market ? ka3.. my fren said I should buat sale 70% off..mampoih…

Singapore Trip Details Part 1

When I purchased the air ticket to Singapore, I dont know what to expect. I don’t have any plan in mind . All I wanted to do is to get away somewhere not in town.

So it’s happened that when I am browsing the tigerairways.com there have a promotion going on. And it’s happened that I was yahooing wit my dear ex-hsemate , Eda (when I was in Malacca back in 2000). She work and live in Singapore. So its all begin from there….

Well, actually I have planned to go to Singapore after I saw the photos from my dear ex-hsemate , Chelven’s honeymoon trip..thank to u … for the flower at ur wedding day and the honeymoon pix..

I have been persuading ( forcing in fact) my another ex-housemate, Anderia to go with me .. but that plan was back in march. When she said we could not make it , I stop planning .. ( no more planning ahead for me .. never been lucky in that planning stage …..) until the Monday 27 April – i have confirmed the tickets.

From there on, I have been googling about places of interest in Singapore. mcm banyak jak ni place to go … but I don’t have much time – I only have exactly 2 day and 1 night there.

What to do and go there ? I asked Eda . She said , when I am there , then we plan!

At the same time, I was too busy at work … network connection is not helping me to look for more info… aaa.. ..belasah jak la ..sudah beli tiket pun …. bila lagi right?

Erk.. I have not convert my money yet … current exchange rate is RM 1 = S$2.40… that time .. I begin to worry .. sukup ka ni tusin ni … according to chelven , S$500 is enuff… but Eda said S$1000.00 would be great…

Went to the bank to verify about the usage of credit card charges .. and that is the time I realize my cc expiring on MAY 2009 .. that is on the date im leaving … another drama for me … I called the bank in KK to asked about my new card , fuhhh… it is ready for collection .. lucky me!

On Thursday, got off from work …went to bus station , took a bus , reached kk ..straight to Maybank – collected my cc, change SOME money .. the figure getting smaller .. uhuk3… and got myself to the airport … was very anxious ..

went very very sleepy when I got to the plane… I fall asleep right after we took off… mula2 tu jak berdebar2 jantung ….. flight all by myself … 1st time ni …

I was waken up by the air stewardess when we are about to land sing .. haaa… baru la ni jantung mcm mo tercabut … what if Eda is not there.. what would I do? Bagagar sikijap ni …

Landed safely in sing , a very long walk to the exit door.. gila la…. Mcm round 10 padang ni ( padang at my skol jak la..:P) i arrive at gate 1 .. and i didnt really count how many gate they have .. but it for sure more than 6 gate.…

I became more anxious at the immigration counter … my eyes is was like .. where is she .. where is she … then I saw one hand waving at me … yey !! she is there. And another ye is I got a 1 stamp on my passport .. < 1 mission achieved> wink wink…

Even it was 1:20 am at that time , Sing is still bright … tapi .. no time for any plan just yet .. eda and I where just too sleepy …..big day is tomorrow…. Took a cab , when to Eda hse. She told me she stays in a Flat. Government flat she said- nothing fancy. But when I got to her hse.. it was HUGE!!!! I can’t imagine how it will look like for a condo there…

well.. this is my morning 1 story at Sing. more story coming later…

who i am : soul searching ….

this song mean a lot to me …

it says exactly what i have been facing all this while….

here is the lyrics… read thru , and u will understand ….

Look at me,
I will never pass for a perfect bride.
Or a perfect daughter.
Can it be I’m not meant to play this part?
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family’s heart.

Chorus:
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me.
Why is my reflection someone I don’t know

Somehow I cannot hide who I am,
Though I’ve tried.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.

i have been searching .. and looking who i want to be .. and what will i be …

i think i have tried to be a good human, but human make mistakes .. and i am a human .. i make mistake too…

now there part of myself asking what exactly i want to do , or to be … nobody can answer that question except my own self .. but there is a question i can ask around to improve myself ..

what can i do ?

all by myself …

i am currently singing the all by myself by celion dion… ( i cant really sing … wat ? ok .. got it .. i really cant sing..)

so that y i opt to write down the lyrics…

When I was young ( i am still young!!!)
I never needed anyone (never ??? hang on r u sure ?)
And making love was just for fun ( fun ? says who?)

Those days are gone
Livin alone I think of all the friends Ive known (that is  including u !!!)
When I dial the telephone
Nobodys home (p mana tu aa?)

All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself  anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

eh salah lagu ni … wrong concept … yes i am all by myself but for another thing ….the next song will explain more…

All my bags are packed, I’m ready to go (yes i am!!)
I’m standin’ here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin’, it’s early morn
The taxi’s waitin’, he’s blowin’ his horn
Already I’m so lonesome I could die ( seriously..)

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go

‘Cause I’m leaving on a jet plane
I don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I’m …

There’s so many times I’ve let you down
So many times I’ve played around
I’ll tell you now, they don’t mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I’ll wear your wedding ring

‘Cause I’m leaving on a jet plane
I don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I’ll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won’t have to leave alone
About the times that I won’t have to say …

still wrong concept la ni …
ok yg salah ni la yg mo kasi betul ni ..( aik.. cam besa jak ni .. mcm nda bulih lari jak dari tugasan teachery ni …)

so … the right one is…

i am leaving on a jet plane … all by myself … yes .. all by my self ..just like the title of this post!!! yey !! i am excited ..one stamp for my international is on the way … he he he…

have been dreaming of doing this so long ago .. i’ve been keeping the dream for..( hate to talk about it….)  .. but its about time to move on and JUST DO IT!!!! ( iklan NIKE ke…)

to me : have fun and have a safe journey …
to chel : thanks for all the tips…
to bidz : i am waitin for ur story of ur own trip …

ps:leaving on a jet plane all by myself ni gara2 someone ni .. u know who u are .. janji manis jak!!!