who i am : soul searching ….

April 30, 2009 at 10:27 am 6 comments

this song mean a lot to me …

it says exactly what i have been facing all this while….

here is the lyrics… read thru , and u will understand ….

Look at me,
I will never pass for a perfect bride.
Or a perfect daughter.
Can it be I’m not meant to play this part?
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family’s heart.

Chorus:
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me.
Why is my reflection someone I don’t know

Somehow I cannot hide who I am,
Though I’ve tried.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.

i have been searching .. and looking who i want to be .. and what will i be …

i think i have tried to be a good human, but human make mistakes .. and i am a human .. i make mistake too…

now there part of myself asking what exactly i want to do , or to be … nobody can answer that question except my own self .. but there is a question i can ask around to improve myself ..

what can i do ?

Entry filed under: life, Me & Myself, talk talk.

all by myself … safely landed!!!

6 Comments Add your own

  • 1. McBuddy  |  April 30, 2009 at 3:12 pm

    Look at me (us)
    You may think you see
    Who I (we) really am
    But you’ll never know me (us)
    Everyday, it’s as if I (we) play a part

    Now I (we) see, if I (we) wear a mask
    I (we) can fool the world
    But I (we) cannot fool my (our) heart

    Chorus:
    Who is that girl I (we) see,
    Staring straight back at me (us)?
    When will my (our) reflection show
    Who I am (we are) inside?

    I am (We are) now
    In a world where I (we) have to hide my (our) heart,
    And what I (we) believe in
    But somehow, I (we) will show the world,
    What’s inside my (our) heart,
    And be loved for who I am (we are)

    Chorus:
    Who is that girl I (we) see,
    Staring straight back at me (us)?
    Why is my (our) reflection someone I (we) dont know?
    Must I (we) pretend that I’m (we’re)
    Someone else for all time?
    When will my (our) reflection show who I am (we are) inside?

    There’s a heart that must be free to fly,
    That burns with the need to know the reason why

    Why must we all conceal,
    What we think, how we feel?
    Must there be a secret me I’m (we’re) forced to hide?
    I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time
    When will my (our) reflection show
    Who I am (we are) inside?

    When will my (our) reflection show
    Who I am (we are) inside?

  • 2. McBuddy  |  April 30, 2009 at 4:12 pm

    you have been searching, and still looking for who you want to be and what will you be –> well most of us are also the same dear…we might seem on track, we might seem fine, we might seem to have a wonderful life…but still..(and believe me)..some of us still are searching and looking for something, just like you…

    you think you’ve tried to be a good person, and you know human make mistakes..well..guess what, you’re damn right!! WE ARE good people with lots of mistakes.. minor mistakes, big mistakes, HUGE mistakes…

    now, you’re asking what can you do to improve yourself? we don’t really know dear…coz’ we’re also asking the same thing to ourselves…i guess the answer i can give now is “whatever makes you sleep at night” la… hhahaha..

  • 3. adexx9181  |  May 1, 2009 at 2:52 am

    huk huk huk…

    ps: i didnt know u have te talent to be a songwriter ? can i become ur manager ka?

  • 4. biding  |  May 20, 2009 at 4:22 pm

    McBuddy A.K.A my long lost hs mate! You are absolutely right!!!!
    Nak, one of my favourite oso!!!
    I happened to have another good song for you to listen (cari di internet) and undertand its lyric! Love this song, somehow, somewhere, it really give me will to keep going and face all the ‘mountains’ and not to give up.

    THE CLIMB-MILEY CYRUS
    I can almost see it
    That dream I’m dreaming but
    There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
    You’ll never reach it,
    Every step I’m taking,
    Every move I make feels
    Lost with no direction
    My faith is shaking but I
    Got to keep trying
    Got to keep my head held high
    There’s always going to be another mountain
    I’m always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
    Ain’t about how fast I get there,
    Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
    It’s the climb
    The struggles I’m facing,
    The chances I’m taking
    Sometimes might knock me down but
    No I’m not breaking
    I may not know it
    But these are the moments that
    I’m going to remember most yeah
    Just got to keep going
    And I, I got to be strong
    Just keep pushing on, cause
    There’s always going to be another mountain
    I’m always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
    Ain’t about how fast I get there,
    Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
    It’s the climb (yeah)
    There’s always going to be another mountain
    I’m always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes you going to have to lose,
    Ain’t about how fast I get there,
    Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
    It’s the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
    Keep on moving
    Keep climbing
    Keep the faith baby
    It’s all about
    It’s all about
    The climb
    Keep the faith
    Keep your faith

  • 5. McBuddy  |  May 20, 2009 at 5:13 pm

    Bidz, sudah sia kasi dedicate this song to her…i asked her to listen and ponder…and i said “Keep Climbing” and guess what she replied…dia bilang “her back pain, mau pakai lift kunun…”

    What a buzz-killer kan…

  • 6. adexx9181  |  May 20, 2009 at 9:33 pm

    tears in my eyes … the lyrics… seriously … menusuk kalbu

    di tambah lagi wit the current situation where i still tia tau wat happen wit GA …. ( yes .. chelven u r responsible for this misery !!!)

    i AM keeping myself in 1 piece … but sudah mcm tu caramin kerita yg kana batu ni…. retak seribu …. tapi still intact in 1 piece…. ( ko paham ka yg sa maksudkan ni nak ..? :P)

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